MRSM oh MRSM

Assalamualaikum.
Take a deep breath and get ready for my bahasa rojak plus ayam dan mee. Dan sekiranya terdapat kesalahan bahasa harap diam dan diam. Uuuuu.
I believe all of you knew that the MRSM had announced people who are chosen for form 4 student of MRSM/2013
And yes, Sha tak dapat.
Tak sedih ke sha? of course lah sedih!
And you?!! Yang dapat tu selak lah hang gelak senyum tersipu sipu kat sha tapi yang dak dapat tu takpa lah ehhh. Hang bukan bodhooo. Cheh sha, hang dak dapat boleh lah hang kabo gitu, ce kalau hang dapat? Sah hang kabo kat orang lain hok orang lain tuh bodhooo. Eh eh mana ada. Sha baik tau.
Adakah anda faham? Slang Kedah-kelantan-terengganu. keh keh
Okay, there's a few stories that i would like to share with all of you. The stories are from my father. Actually you should write story instead of stories, Sha. Erghhh. Yeah, my mistake.

A few months before the result of MRSM was annouced, my dad told me about his office. Ada dua orang anak buah ayah baru masuk, was ex student of MRSM Kuantan. And both are now known as IK. I still can remember that my mum laughed when he told us. Telling you that being an Pegawai Kesihatan doesnt mean that you are low-class-occupation-person but, people often thinking, expecting that ex MRSM should have a high-class-occupation just like being a doctor, engineer, architect, lecturer, pegawai perubatan and others.. But maybe that IS their ambition to be an IK just like my father. Actually, my father was worked in lab. I do not know what does the occupation called but my father told me, he was too bored being work in lab so he further his study and be an IK. For me, being a IK which is Pegawai Kesihatan such an interesting job as it is interesting. Erghhh. Lame. Betullah. Ayah selalu banyak keluar. Kalau ada SUKMA, SUKPA, IM4U, anak MB tu kahwin, PM, TPM turun padang, Sultan Pahang ada buat event, my father should be there to check the food adn drinks. Tak ke seronok tu? Ayah Sha dah lama kerja sebagai Pegawai Kesihatan,  ayah sha kiranya senior and ada anak-anak buah nya(tetiba teringatkan Firdaus yang married dengan my long lost cousin). Disebabkan ayah banyak pengalaman, ayah selalu dihantar outstation for mesyuarat and others. And, my father was the student of a school located in Seberang Takir.
You are amazing, dad. Whatever your accupation is.
Haih Sha ni. tulis blog je mesti lari dari tajuk.
As we know, there's about 30,000 plus dapat straight A's for PMR 2012. And I'm wondering, SBP and MRSM, tak cukup kah untuk jumlah itu? Lagi satu, tak semua malays dapat straight A's. Maybe dalam 30000 orang tu, 15000 non Muslim, and jarang non muslim duduk SBP and MRSM. so, why i'm not be chosen to be part of MRSM student??? Sungguh kecewa.. Maybe fail ujian UKKM? Or maybe result PMR tak melayakkan Sha jadi pelajar MRSM?

Tapi Sha percaya akan ketentuan Allah SAW. maybe theres reason that i'll never find out and god knows better than everyone. Inilah untungnya hidup dengan kekasih bernama Allah SAW.

Theres loads(not lots) of my friends' sisters@brothers went to overseas to further their studies and yes, they're not ex MRSM student or SBP's but just sekolah harian biasa. so, so, so! Being MRSM student does'nt mean you'll be overseas student! Amboih Sha... Nampak sangat hang jealous, Sha.
er er. mana ada.

After all, yes, untung jadi budak MRSM pasai tu MARA tau. boleh jadi anak MARA. Nakmohon pinjaman nanti senang, source banyak, nak dapat mana-mana U senang pasai budak MARA. eee. nak muntah rasa time sebut ayat tadi. Dan ada juga yang bukan budak MRSM dapat tajaan MARA to further studies. Tapi anak tiri jelah. errrghhh. InsyaAllah

Trip Trip and bye January!

Assalamualaika. Yes. it Has been a while since i ever update my blog. yeah, Form four treat me like i've nothing to do at home. homework homework and again, homework!
Theres so much thing i'd learnt from 1/1/13 till this second. Lift myself to my father's laptop. writing and missing you. Waawww. Ayat tunggang langgang no.

Last week which is 24 January, thursday i went to a trip to Kuala Nerang, Kedah! For? Wedding trip lah.. my cousin's. Its kinda awesome as it is my first time wedding trip and it was such a long day but alright, i do appreciate it as it is one of my beautiful ornament being i this big family. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah.

And there's so much things happened and sometime i feel like suicide (no kidding) but when thinking of Allah and heaven, i feel like. i've mountain of sins and i must lived and disposed it! i surely do!
Last Wednesday, i went to SMK Pelindung for chess competition, and yes, im not going to tell you anything about the chess competition as it is very embarrassing, awful, remorseful and whatever seem to be same meaning with it. The reason im telling you all about the chess competition izzzz because i met some my few friends and teachers. Puan Suryeti. Aqilla Mahasan and some of them are my juniors and my seniors. Could'nt forget, Anyss Nuraliah. Ngehhh.

And yesterday, I went to kemaman for Arih's wedding and there's a funy conversation yet, it is interesting.
"Nanti Yati ngan aishah tengoklah salam perantauan kat utusan bulan puasa kekgi..."
"kenape?"
"Kak syikin dapat gi jepun nanti.. exchange student"
"lambat lagilah kahwin nya." ayah mengusik.
"ha'ah. lambat lagi lah kot. entoh2 yati dulu"

 I don't know why but lately, my relatives often talked about Ayah De's going have daughter/son in law. Ayah De is my father.
 So when i think about it... I have 3 siblings who are 20 years old and above. Hey! when all of you going to be married! Haih. Banyakkanlah berdoa, Sha. hahaha.
And there's a few photos from my lately palces i've been there.

Test market : ehemm ehemm

My english teacher, puan Rohana said , SMK Teknik Kuala Lumpur Bandar Jalan Duta  is one of the best teknik school in Malaysia.

SBP?
ni nak yang sedih ni. ;(  ;(  ;(   D:

Sha harap Sha dapat MRSM. InsyaAllah. Amiin..... Amiin.... Amiiin...

Fenomena PMR 2012, Diary, Tips, Nawal

Assalamualaikum.

Today is 21/12/12. It has been  two days since I got my PMR results which is on 19/12/12. Alhamdulillah, Allah S.W.T. memberkati segala ilmu Dia yang Sha pinjam and, memberkati dengan mengurniakan Sha straight A’s with cemerlang for all kerja khusus. Alhamdulillah.

Actually, macam tak percya je I got straight A’s. Why? Cause my BM I didn’t did well. I told my mum about that on the day I had the BM examination and maybe, my mum prayed for me. Thank you mum. I love you. I has no confident for three subjects. BM paper 2, BI paper 2 and KHB-ERT. So, what did I do? Alhamdulillah, couple weeks back,  **pintu terkuak. Faarah masuk. Dia tarik bantal yang tengah Sha baring atasnya. Setelah berhempas pulas selama beberapa saat dan kena cubit, baru Sha bagi. Haha. Padahal tu bantal dia. Tapi best tau. 100% cotton you know** Allah S.W.T. beri hidayah. Dia temukan daku dengan buku ayah yang bertajuk Qiyamullail. Since that, Sha pun berusaha untuk bangun malam. Kadang niat nak Qiyamulail tapi terlanjak sampai ke subuh. Tapi Allah already told us, if dah niat, tapi tak terbangun, maka, tidur mu itu adalah sedekah dariku kepada mu. Dan kamu memperoleh pahala sama banyak dengan orang yang mengerjakan solat malam.

2012 PMR examination was held for two weeks. On the Saturday before Maths and KHB subjects, my Mathematics teacher held an extra class for Maths. On that day, Adlin and I told our Maths teacher, Pn Baizura about my unconfident for Bahasa Melayu. And She told me to tawakkal and do Solat Hajat and recite Yaasiin everyday. So I did. Actually I did it for two weeks only cause I thought the result will come out on 26/12/12 so  ithought theres more time left but I was wrong. Alhamdulillah Allah heard my do’a and He fulfil it. Alhamdulillah.

Last Tuesday, I was so nervous. What if I could’nt made my parents proud. What if....What if……

So, I could not sleep. And it is rainy heavily in Beserah. And my room was located at the renovated place. I felt so.. nervous. So I took wudhu’ and pray Solat Hajat and recite Yaasiin. Then I went to sleep. 5:45 a.m. I woke up again. So sha jalan jalan kat ruang tamu. Tenung dinding. Tried to sleep again. And I say my parents, room was lighted. So Sha masuk balik ke dalam bilik. Baring atas katil katil until 6:20 a.m. I prayed Solat Subuh and recite Yaasiin. Then sleep again. I just woke up when I heard my sister membebel searching for her brooch. I took baju kurung and went to tempat meng-iron. My mum saw. And sha said, why do I wearing that old cloth. I said it is beautiful althought it’s linda old. My mum ask me to wear new baju kurung as she knew I have a lots of more beautiful baju kurung than this. I refuse. I was to nervous.  My sister is going to clinic with my mum for ujian kesihatan PLKN. My dad sent my brother to his office. My little sis was so kind on that day. She asked me to eat nasi lemak together and patiently wait until im done doing my some ridiculus work. I’m done bathing and eating. Wearing my telekung and did Solat Sunat Dhuha4 rakaat and Solat Sunat Hajat and recite Yaasiin. My dad came back. We ride my mum’s car and went to clinic to fetch my mum and sister. Kerana lawak yang agak bodoh kakak, I cried went approached my school. SMK Tengku Afzan. I refused when my dad asked me to get out from the car. Althought all of my family had get out from the car. My mum said, PMR is nothing, so don’t be toooooooooo……………..

It’s 11:30. I saw ustazah enter the hall. With something on her hand. And I saq Cg Rosli… Pengetua. Sha pegang tangan kakak sha. 8 student got straight A’s with 4 of the 8 A’s one 9 A’s and 3 of them7 A’s. First name who was announced .. Nur Zakirah… Jia Wei… Cassandra and…. Siti Aishah BT Mahadi. Ahhhh. I smiled (at last) ^^ Berjalan ke pentas. Naik pentas and tengok pengetua. Actually Sha nak tengok slip tu hehe. Salam dan peluk pengetua. Ke belakang sikit and peluk Zakirah. Alhamduillah. All of my friends got a good result. Thanks to Allah. Thanks to teacher.

Nur Amira KamarulBahrim 6A 2B

Nur Adlin Ilyana Abdul Wahab 7A 1B

NUR ZAKIRAH 8A

NUR SYAZWANI 6A 2B

IZZATY SYAZWANI 7A 1B

NUR ATIKAH ZAIDI 7A 1B

SHARIFAH NAQIAH 5A 3B

JIA WEI 8A

MAZLINI MAZELAN 9A

AINON WADIYAH(betul tak ejaan dia?) 8A 1B

NUR AQILA 7A @6A

KARPANA 7A

DURGASHYNY 7A

AUDREY 7A

SAM KAR YI 7A 1B

Dan ramai lagi. Yang ada dalam gambar tu semuanya 6 A dan ke atas tapi ada lebih kurang 4 orang tak hadir.

Yang tak da dalam gambar tu semuanya bagus juga dan jangan sedih. Cause SPM is more important! Go fighting! 2014 Auch! InsyaAllah straight 9A+ Amiin!

Dan sekarang ni sha tengah pening kepala mengenai sekolah tahun hadapan. Actually jauh di sudut hati Sha, Sha harap nak masuk MRSM or SHAKS or SMART. Tapi ayah sha tak bagi. Ayah cakap kalau dapat MRSM baru pergi. Tak payah minta sekolah cluster. Mak cakap mintalah sekolah cluster sebab kot-kot nanti dapat MRSM jauh bolehlah  duduk SHAKS.

Hadiah. Nawal. Present.

 Mum asked me what do I wish for for my results.

Mum: Shah nak apa, shah?

Me: Eam.. tataulah.

Mum: Taknak apaper ke?

Me: Err.. tatau

Mum: Mak masuk duit dalam akaun shah ye?

And. After all, Sha rasa bagus pulak. Why? Pasai seriously i dont know what do I wish for. And, kalau mak masuk dalam akaun entah berapa ribu entah. Amboih sha.. Ribu tuhhh. Tapi Sha tak kisah sangat pun. 200 ke 400. Pasai memang tiap2 bulan mak buat automatik simpan sedikit dari duit gaji mak untuk Sha, kan? Thank youu mum. Love you so muchhh. Mana Sha tau ni? Hehehe. Sha curi curi tengok kad akaun TaHa.  BSN kali terakhir masuk dua bulan lepas tak silap. Maybank pun. Hmmm. Takpalah.

Sebenarnya, aku tatau nak minta apa sebab, kalau Sha minta

iPhone @ BB : Sah Sha tak belajar tahun depan. Mesti duk posing-posing main application dalam tu. BBM. Kalau nak tidur mesti Sha akan check FB pasai iPhone and BB kan senang nak check FB & Twitter. Laju pulak tu. Lagipun, kan Sha dah ada Tablet. And, Sha bukannya artis, pengarah, peguam nak pakai smartphone segala bagai. And. I think kadang kadang, budak sekolah menengah and rendah too stupid for using smartphone. Tahukah anda berapakah nilai radiation yang ada pada handphone-hanphone terutamanya iPhone? Haaa.... hangpa mandul  atau dapat anak cacat 10 tahun lagi baru hangpa tau...So, what do I need iPhone, for?

Laptop: Dah Sha guna pakai benda ni?

PSP: Sorry, i'm not interesting for that kind of stuff. BTW, Tablet kan dah ada berlambak-lambak game.

Money: Kalau dapat memang Sha campak masuk banklah. Haha

Jam tangan: Sha dah ada dua.. Nanti kalau dapat MRSM(insyaAllah Amiin) nak beli barulah

So, Sha totally have NO odea what do I want for my present, nawal or hadiah! Nampaknya hadiah Sha, barang-barang untuk buka sekolah jelah.. Beg..pencil case..baju. And blabla.

Cakap fasal buka sekolah ni, Sha ada lebih 10 perkara yang nak dibeli. Belum kira kalau dapat asrama nanti (InsyaAllah Amiin) And kasut. Sebenarnya, tahun ni Sha belu dua kasut and both Nortstar. Dan, disebabkan ada satu kasut tu kasut yang tidak bertali dan memerlukan Sha kurang sesaat (cheh Shaa..Superwomen ya kau?) untuk pakai dan tanggal, So sha hanya pakai kasut tu selama tahun ini. Kasut yang satu lagi yang bertali telah aku pakai selama dua bulan sahaja. So, i'm in dilemma. Nak beli kasut dak?

Bag.
Akhir tahun lepas Sha beli beg Tropicana Life. Dan ia masih elok. Haihh. So, tahun ni sha ingat nak beli beg kat The Store jelah. Kalau tak, membazir je. Tak ke gitu?

Benda lain semua baru. Ngeh ngeh. Nak beli kat mana ek? Hmmm. entoh. Pictures coming soon. InsyaAllah