Fenomena PMR 2012, Diary, Tips, Nawal

Assalamualaikum.

Today is 21/12/12. It has been  two days since I got my PMR results which is on 19/12/12. Alhamdulillah, Allah S.W.T. memberkati segala ilmu Dia yang Sha pinjam and, memberkati dengan mengurniakan Sha straight A’s with cemerlang for all kerja khusus. Alhamdulillah.

Actually, macam tak percya je I got straight A’s. Why? Cause my BM I didn’t did well. I told my mum about that on the day I had the BM examination and maybe, my mum prayed for me. Thank you mum. I love you. I has no confident for three subjects. BM paper 2, BI paper 2 and KHB-ERT. So, what did I do? Alhamdulillah, couple weeks back,  **pintu terkuak. Faarah masuk. Dia tarik bantal yang tengah Sha baring atasnya. Setelah berhempas pulas selama beberapa saat dan kena cubit, baru Sha bagi. Haha. Padahal tu bantal dia. Tapi best tau. 100% cotton you know** Allah S.W.T. beri hidayah. Dia temukan daku dengan buku ayah yang bertajuk Qiyamullail. Since that, Sha pun berusaha untuk bangun malam. Kadang niat nak Qiyamulail tapi terlanjak sampai ke subuh. Tapi Allah already told us, if dah niat, tapi tak terbangun, maka, tidur mu itu adalah sedekah dariku kepada mu. Dan kamu memperoleh pahala sama banyak dengan orang yang mengerjakan solat malam.

2012 PMR examination was held for two weeks. On the Saturday before Maths and KHB subjects, my Mathematics teacher held an extra class for Maths. On that day, Adlin and I told our Maths teacher, Pn Baizura about my unconfident for Bahasa Melayu. And She told me to tawakkal and do Solat Hajat and recite Yaasiin everyday. So I did. Actually I did it for two weeks only cause I thought the result will come out on 26/12/12 so  ithought theres more time left but I was wrong. Alhamdulillah Allah heard my do’a and He fulfil it. Alhamdulillah.

Last Tuesday, I was so nervous. What if I could’nt made my parents proud. What if....What if……

So, I could not sleep. And it is rainy heavily in Beserah. And my room was located at the renovated place. I felt so.. nervous. So I took wudhu’ and pray Solat Hajat and recite Yaasiin. Then I went to sleep. 5:45 a.m. I woke up again. So sha jalan jalan kat ruang tamu. Tenung dinding. Tried to sleep again. And I say my parents, room was lighted. So Sha masuk balik ke dalam bilik. Baring atas katil katil until 6:20 a.m. I prayed Solat Subuh and recite Yaasiin. Then sleep again. I just woke up when I heard my sister membebel searching for her brooch. I took baju kurung and went to tempat meng-iron. My mum saw. And sha said, why do I wearing that old cloth. I said it is beautiful althought it’s linda old. My mum ask me to wear new baju kurung as she knew I have a lots of more beautiful baju kurung than this. I refuse. I was to nervous.  My sister is going to clinic with my mum for ujian kesihatan PLKN. My dad sent my brother to his office. My little sis was so kind on that day. She asked me to eat nasi lemak together and patiently wait until im done doing my some ridiculus work. I’m done bathing and eating. Wearing my telekung and did Solat Sunat Dhuha4 rakaat and Solat Sunat Hajat and recite Yaasiin. My dad came back. We ride my mum’s car and went to clinic to fetch my mum and sister. Kerana lawak yang agak bodoh kakak, I cried went approached my school. SMK Tengku Afzan. I refused when my dad asked me to get out from the car. Althought all of my family had get out from the car. My mum said, PMR is nothing, so don’t be toooooooooo……………..

It’s 11:30. I saw ustazah enter the hall. With something on her hand. And I saq Cg Rosli… Pengetua. Sha pegang tangan kakak sha. 8 student got straight A’s with 4 of the 8 A’s one 9 A’s and 3 of them7 A’s. First name who was announced .. Nur Zakirah… Jia Wei… Cassandra and…. Siti Aishah BT Mahadi. Ahhhh. I smiled (at last) ^^ Berjalan ke pentas. Naik pentas and tengok pengetua. Actually Sha nak tengok slip tu hehe. Salam dan peluk pengetua. Ke belakang sikit and peluk Zakirah. Alhamduillah. All of my friends got a good result. Thanks to Allah. Thanks to teacher.

Nur Amira KamarulBahrim 6A 2B

Nur Adlin Ilyana Abdul Wahab 7A 1B

NUR ZAKIRAH 8A

NUR SYAZWANI 6A 2B

IZZATY SYAZWANI 7A 1B

NUR ATIKAH ZAIDI 7A 1B

SHARIFAH NAQIAH 5A 3B

JIA WEI 8A

MAZLINI MAZELAN 9A

AINON WADIYAH(betul tak ejaan dia?) 8A 1B

NUR AQILA 7A @6A

KARPANA 7A

DURGASHYNY 7A

AUDREY 7A

SAM KAR YI 7A 1B

Dan ramai lagi. Yang ada dalam gambar tu semuanya 6 A dan ke atas tapi ada lebih kurang 4 orang tak hadir.

Yang tak da dalam gambar tu semuanya bagus juga dan jangan sedih. Cause SPM is more important! Go fighting! 2014 Auch! InsyaAllah straight 9A+ Amiin!

Dan sekarang ni sha tengah pening kepala mengenai sekolah tahun hadapan. Actually jauh di sudut hati Sha, Sha harap nak masuk MRSM or SHAKS or SMART. Tapi ayah sha tak bagi. Ayah cakap kalau dapat MRSM baru pergi. Tak payah minta sekolah cluster. Mak cakap mintalah sekolah cluster sebab kot-kot nanti dapat MRSM jauh bolehlah  duduk SHAKS.

Hadiah. Nawal. Present.

 Mum asked me what do I wish for for my results.

Mum: Shah nak apa, shah?

Me: Eam.. tataulah.

Mum: Taknak apaper ke?

Me: Err.. tatau

Mum: Mak masuk duit dalam akaun shah ye?

And. After all, Sha rasa bagus pulak. Why? Pasai seriously i dont know what do I wish for. And, kalau mak masuk dalam akaun entah berapa ribu entah. Amboih sha.. Ribu tuhhh. Tapi Sha tak kisah sangat pun. 200 ke 400. Pasai memang tiap2 bulan mak buat automatik simpan sedikit dari duit gaji mak untuk Sha, kan? Thank youu mum. Love you so muchhh. Mana Sha tau ni? Hehehe. Sha curi curi tengok kad akaun TaHa.  BSN kali terakhir masuk dua bulan lepas tak silap. Maybank pun. Hmmm. Takpalah.

Sebenarnya, aku tatau nak minta apa sebab, kalau Sha minta

iPhone @ BB : Sah Sha tak belajar tahun depan. Mesti duk posing-posing main application dalam tu. BBM. Kalau nak tidur mesti Sha akan check FB pasai iPhone and BB kan senang nak check FB & Twitter. Laju pulak tu. Lagipun, kan Sha dah ada Tablet. And, Sha bukannya artis, pengarah, peguam nak pakai smartphone segala bagai. And. I think kadang kadang, budak sekolah menengah and rendah too stupid for using smartphone. Tahukah anda berapakah nilai radiation yang ada pada handphone-hanphone terutamanya iPhone? Haaa.... hangpa mandul  atau dapat anak cacat 10 tahun lagi baru hangpa tau...So, what do I need iPhone, for?

Laptop: Dah Sha guna pakai benda ni?

PSP: Sorry, i'm not interesting for that kind of stuff. BTW, Tablet kan dah ada berlambak-lambak game.

Money: Kalau dapat memang Sha campak masuk banklah. Haha

Jam tangan: Sha dah ada dua.. Nanti kalau dapat MRSM(insyaAllah Amiin) nak beli barulah

So, Sha totally have NO odea what do I want for my present, nawal or hadiah! Nampaknya hadiah Sha, barang-barang untuk buka sekolah jelah.. Beg..pencil case..baju. And blabla.

Cakap fasal buka sekolah ni, Sha ada lebih 10 perkara yang nak dibeli. Belum kira kalau dapat asrama nanti (InsyaAllah Amiin) And kasut. Sebenarnya, tahun ni Sha belu dua kasut and both Nortstar. Dan, disebabkan ada satu kasut tu kasut yang tidak bertali dan memerlukan Sha kurang sesaat (cheh Shaa..Superwomen ya kau?) untuk pakai dan tanggal, So sha hanya pakai kasut tu selama tahun ini. Kasut yang satu lagi yang bertali telah aku pakai selama dua bulan sahaja. So, i'm in dilemma. Nak beli kasut dak?

Bag.
Akhir tahun lepas Sha beli beg Tropicana Life. Dan ia masih elok. Haihh. So, tahun ni sha ingat nak beli beg kat The Store jelah. Kalau tak, membazir je. Tak ke gitu?

Benda lain semua baru. Ngeh ngeh. Nak beli kat mana ek? Hmmm. entoh. Pictures coming soon. InsyaAllah

Routine 1 Ramadhan

Salam Ramadhan you alls!
today is 1 Ramadhan am i right? And are you fasting today? Klau tak, pi main jauh-jauh jangan baca blog ni. keh keh. Girls are exception. Chewwah. The only exception tuhh.
Okay, sekarang ni jam 11.56 malam 2 Ramadhan bersamaan 21 haribulan Julai 2012.
Nak cerita sikit fasal hari ni?
Yea, malam tadi saya tengok Harry Potter dengan Yati sampai pukul 1 pagi. Tapi dak habis pun lagi. Handsome doe Harry Potter! Cair tau dak masa tu. sampaikan Yati bawak saya masuk peti ais. heh.
Sha, you are such a ridiculous ah.
Err.

Pastu masa sahur pula, sha dah set alarm tapi dont know why, sha tetiba mengigau sampai tidur kat ruang tamu. so tak dengar lah alarm punya ringing until mak kejut pukul 5. Nasib baik. kalau dak, kebulur lah sampai buka puasa jam 7. 27 petang.
Lepas sahur yang makan ikan goreng, ikan rebus dan seruling, sha pun buka buku study sikit. Exam is just around the corner. I mean, PMR trial exam. It just about count down three weeks.  I wish i could enter sekolah berasrama penuh but my heart undivided. I love SMK Tengku Afzan and i wants to enter science class. Why? I want to be a doctor. But my science not so good. Im not like Zakirah, Cassandra or anyone whose can score A every test or exam. Im just an ordinary girl which is not a genius.

Next, sleep from seven o'clock till about eleven o'clock and study for a while then bath, prayer and ready to my father's house for look up. Btw, actually My father already rent the house(at Indera Mahkota, Pasdec Bandar Baru) tp IK Aisyah. And, she decorate the house veryyy warmly and nice and beauty. Seriously no kidding. Keh

About half an hour before leaving the house, i opened cupboard which is ousite at the garage to find something useful *well* i found a cat with kittens! Such a surprise. And I triedn to find any food *fish* in the hous but i couldnt found any of it. So i decided to go to a market which is about 100 metres with my sister. Well my father's house in a teres house so theres lots of mini market there. And bazaar Ramadhar at the parking space. When seaching for a market which is sell whiskers, i found a mother of a kitten carrying a kitten infront of! And it was so cute! I wish i could took them home but i does not have effort to "bela" too many kittens as my mothers home which is in Beserah theres 1 old cat called Alien, and three kittens which is Angah, Along and Hyper. my Grandmother said to Yati that Angah just like Awang's mother(cat). Awang is cat that my grandmother bela about 10 years ago! And the cat named Itam. so my mother called it as Itam. And my mother loves it so much *jealous*
Of course lah. My mum always played with angah. Though angah is sooo typical cute, my mother always feed them(include Along and Hyper)
And now my mother is calling Itam with "mendayu-dayu" voice and mum carried it! I never seen my mother carried cat since i was in grade 3. But Itam? Amdmymum never scold Itam . :(

Okay, back to the story, though i couldnt found any whiskers, so i decided to buy Roti Ikan Bilis. And went came back home, the cat does not eat! Kinda dissappointed. I bough three of them but they never eat. So i put opposite to the cat, which they would eat the bread tonight.

Megamall
Took my Spectacles at Hollywood. Then man the treat me so handsome and i felt like melting. Oh god. Puasa sha, puasa. heh. Then i went to giant for awhile next when to Mexica so take my sister. O.o

At night, i went to Isya' and Terawih prayer at Masjid nearer my house.
Okay, i thinkthats all. My eyes not going to open anymore. Bye. Assalamualaukum. Puasa tau esok! eam, esok sha edit balik dehhh. Salam.

Grateful, sayangggg

Assalamualaikum.
Day and day past and im still here. Made my blog as English essay which is i can spread my love, my words and my spirite to all of you.

Amboihh awat jiwang sangat sha ni.

No lah, kay, last Wednesday, my school held Karnival Budaya antara Sekolah-Sekolah Negeri Pahang and Hari Koperasi sekolah. The karnival budaya is held and there's competition for all Kuantan school. Theres participants from SMK Seri Mahkota, SMK Tok Sera, SMK TC, SM SMART, SMK Alor Akar, SMK SABS, SMK Semambu and of course, SMK Tengku Afzan, as tuan rumah maa.

You know what, I love Trio Band from SMK Tok Sera. Why? SMK Tok Sera "menggegarkan" dewan Tengku Afzan dengan lagu diorang iaitu Ulik Mayang dan apa entah satu lagu. Tapi versi rock punya. Dahlah bukan nyanyi je but they also the one play guitar, drum and all of them. Gamelan which is SMK SABS i think, the one bak kata Syafa macam penunggu gua! And i wondering why SMK Beserah doesnt sent reppresentative to participant this  competition? And Sketsa that Shahairol Fitri sent me through chat last evening it is part of Budaya. And, SMK Beserah is the one can get first place if they participate the competition.

You must be curious about the result, right? First place SMK Tengku Afzan-Muhibbah, second place SMK Seri Mahkota- teater and third place is SMK TA too for Lagu Rakyat. And, i heard from adlin (she was the who incharge(volunteer) to help in backstage) she said theres a lot of malay student and Islam of course, freehair. But, why you dont know, sha? hehe. Im the sleeping beauty. hewhew. and i  just know all about this the next day. And, Adlin heard lah all conversation between Puan Noriati and Ustaz Rosli marah Islam student. Nauzubillah min zalik. Semoga Allah bukakan hati mereka dengan Hidayah-Nya. Amiin.

And how 'bout today? I was absent because im unwell. Why? Period time maa. From 7 in the morning till eleven o'clock ijust sleeping. it is so pain you know! eam, girls must really know how pain it is not for boys. So, do appreciate girls. would you?

And, what else? Ramadhan is just around the corner! Seriously, I cant waint for Ramadhan. Why? I always listening to my walkman, Man Bai song, the one lyrics like this "ku mengharapkan ramadhan kali ini penuh makna..." TOUCHED.

My crush sent me a chat yesterday evening. And i feel like flying and telling all of you about that. But it such as menyakitkan hati when he replied late. Erghhh. At least i must be grateful because he still remember me as his friend. or even just FB friend list. How hurt it was if i am nothing to him. Grateful, Aishah, just keep your prayer on HIM and InsyaAllah dimakbulkan. Amiin. I think im done withmy essay. Err right? Ouch, ya, Tuition. Yesterday i sat next to Aqilla and i do felt like in smk beserah. i do'nt know what the different between smkb friends and smkta friends. But i dont feel any "ngam" with smkta student. eam, kay kidding. maybe some of them. Grateful, Sha.

p/s: seriously im sorry if you cant get what that i wrote. cause im not perfect and i dont want to be a perfect girl. i just want to try, try and try till death. cause only my Allah SWT perfect..

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Cinta 1

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keturunannya, kecantikannya dan agamanya. Maka utamakanlah (dalam
pemilihanmu itu) wanita yang kuat beragama, nescaya sejahtera hidupmu” 

(Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)