Today is 21/12/12. It has been two days since I got my PMR results which is
on 19/12/12. Alhamdulillah, Allah S.W.T. memberkati segala ilmu Dia yang Sha
pinjam and, memberkati dengan mengurniakan Sha straight A’s with cemerlang for
all kerja khusus. Alhamdulillah.
Actually, macam tak percya je I got straight A’s. Why? Cause
my BM I didn’t did well. I told my mum about that on the day I had the BM
examination and maybe, my mum prayed for me. Thank you mum. I love you. I has
no confident for three subjects. BM paper 2, BI paper 2 and KHB-ERT. So, what
did I do? Alhamdulillah, couple weeks back,
**pintu terkuak. Faarah masuk. Dia tarik bantal yang tengah Sha baring
atasnya. Setelah berhempas pulas selama beberapa saat dan kena cubit, baru Sha
bagi. Haha. Padahal tu bantal dia. Tapi best tau. 100% cotton you know** Allah
S.W.T. beri hidayah. Dia temukan daku dengan buku ayah yang bertajuk
Qiyamullail. Since that, Sha pun berusaha untuk bangun malam. Kadang niat nak
Qiyamulail tapi terlanjak sampai ke subuh. Tapi Allah already told us, if dah
niat, tapi tak terbangun, maka, tidur mu itu adalah sedekah dariku kepada mu.
Dan kamu memperoleh pahala sama banyak dengan orang yang mengerjakan solat
malam.
2012 PMR examination was held for two weeks. On the Saturday
before Maths and KHB subjects, my Mathematics teacher held an extra class for
Maths. On that day, Adlin and I told our Maths teacher, Pn Baizura about my
unconfident for Bahasa Melayu. And She told me to tawakkal and do Solat Hajat
and recite Yaasiin everyday. So I did. Actually I did it for two weeks only
cause I thought the result will come out on 26/12/12 so ithought theres more time left but I was
wrong. Alhamdulillah Allah heard my do’a and He fulfil it. Alhamdulillah.
Last Tuesday, I was so nervous. What if I could’nt made my
parents proud. What if....What if……
So, I could not sleep. And it is rainy heavily in Beserah.
And my room was located at the renovated place. I felt so.. nervous. So I took
wudhu’ and pray Solat Hajat and recite Yaasiin. Then I went to sleep. 5:45 a.m.
I woke up again. So sha jalan jalan kat ruang tamu. Tenung dinding. Tried to
sleep again. And I say my parents, room was lighted. So Sha masuk balik ke
dalam bilik. Baring atas katil katil until 6:20 a.m. I prayed Solat Subuh and
recite Yaasiin. Then sleep again. I just woke up when I heard my sister
membebel searching for her brooch. I took baju kurung and went to tempat
meng-iron. My mum saw. And sha said, why do I wearing that old cloth. I said it
is beautiful althought it’s linda old. My mum ask me to wear new baju kurung as
she knew I have a lots of more beautiful baju kurung than this. I refuse. I was
to nervous. My sister is going to clinic
with my mum for ujian kesihatan PLKN. My dad sent my brother to his office. My
little sis was so kind on that day. She asked me to eat nasi lemak together and
patiently wait until im done doing my some ridiculus work. I’m done bathing and
eating. Wearing my telekung and did Solat Sunat Dhuha4 rakaat and Solat Sunat
Hajat and recite Yaasiin. My dad came back. We ride my mum’s car and went to
clinic to fetch my mum and sister. Kerana lawak yang agak bodoh kakak, I cried
went approached my school. SMK Tengku Afzan. I refused when my dad asked me to
get out from the car. Althought all of my family had get out from the car. My
mum said, PMR is nothing, so don’t be toooooooooo……………..
It’s 11:30. I saw ustazah enter the hall. With something on
her hand. And I saq Cg Rosli… Pengetua. Sha pegang tangan kakak sha. 8 student
got straight A’s with 4 of the 8 A’s one 9 A’s and 3 of them7 A’s. First name
who was announced .. Nur Zakirah… Jia Wei… Cassandra and…. Siti Aishah BT
Mahadi. Ahhhh. I smiled (at last) ^^ Berjalan ke pentas. Naik pentas and tengok
pengetua. Actually Sha nak tengok slip tu hehe. Salam dan peluk pengetua. Ke
belakang sikit and peluk Zakirah. Alhamduillah. All of my friends got a good
result. Thanks to Allah. Thanks to teacher.
Nur Amira KamarulBahrim 6A 2B
Nur Adlin Ilyana Abdul Wahab 7A 1B
NUR ZAKIRAH 8A
NUR SYAZWANI 6A 2B
IZZATY SYAZWANI 7A 1B
NUR ATIKAH ZAIDI 7A 1B
SHARIFAH NAQIAH 5A 3B
JIA WEI 8A
MAZLINI MAZELAN 9A
AINON WADIYAH(betul tak ejaan dia?) 8A 1B
NUR AQILA 7A @6A
KARPANA 7A
DURGASHYNY 7A
AUDREY 7A
SAM KAR YI 7A 1B
Dan ramai lagi. Yang ada dalam gambar tu semuanya 6 A dan ke
atas tapi ada lebih kurang 4 orang tak hadir.
Yang tak da dalam gambar tu semuanya bagus juga dan jangan
sedih. Cause SPM is more important! Go fighting! 2014 Auch! InsyaAllah straight
9A+ Amiin!
Dan sekarang ni sha tengah pening kepala mengenai sekolah
tahun hadapan. Actually jauh di sudut hati Sha, Sha harap nak masuk MRSM or
SHAKS or SMART. Tapi ayah sha tak bagi. Ayah cakap kalau dapat MRSM baru pergi.
Tak payah minta sekolah cluster. Mak cakap mintalah sekolah cluster sebab
kot-kot nanti dapat MRSM jauh bolehlah
duduk SHAKS.
Hadiah. Nawal. Present.
Mum asked me what do I wish for for my results.
Mum: Shah nak apa, shah?
Me: Eam.. tataulah.
Mum: Taknak apaper ke?
Me: Err.. tatau
Mum: Mak masuk duit dalam akaun shah ye?
And. After all, Sha rasa bagus pulak. Why? Pasai seriously i dont know what do I wish for. And, kalau mak masuk dalam akaun entah berapa ribu entah. Amboih sha.. Ribu tuhhh. Tapi Sha tak kisah sangat pun. 200 ke 400. Pasai memang tiap2 bulan mak buat automatik simpan sedikit dari duit gaji mak untuk Sha, kan? Thank youu mum. Love you so muchhh. Mana Sha tau ni? Hehehe. Sha curi curi tengok kad akaun TaHa. BSN kali terakhir masuk dua bulan lepas tak silap. Maybank pun. Hmmm. Takpalah.
Sebenarnya, aku tatau nak minta apa sebab, kalau Sha minta
iPhone @ BB : Sah Sha tak belajar tahun depan. Mesti duk posing-posing main application dalam tu. BBM. Kalau nak tidur mesti Sha akan check FB pasai iPhone and BB kan senang nak check FB & Twitter. Laju pulak tu. Lagipun, kan Sha dah ada Tablet. And, Sha bukannya artis, pengarah, peguam nak pakai smartphone segala bagai. And. I think kadang kadang, budak sekolah menengah and rendah too stupid for using smartphone. Tahukah anda berapakah nilai radiation yang ada pada handphone-hanphone terutamanya iPhone? Haaa.... hangpa mandul atau dapat anak cacat 10 tahun lagi baru hangpa tau...So, what do I need iPhone, for?
Laptop: Dah Sha guna pakai benda ni?
PSP: Sorry, i'm not interesting for that kind of stuff. BTW, Tablet kan dah ada berlambak-lambak game.
Money: Kalau dapat memang Sha campak masuk banklah. Haha
Jam tangan: Sha dah ada dua.. Nanti kalau dapat MRSM(insyaAllah Amiin) nak beli barulah
So, Sha totally have NO odea what do I want for my present, nawal or hadiah! Nampaknya hadiah Sha, barang-barang untuk buka sekolah jelah.. Beg..pencil case..baju. And blabla.
Cakap fasal buka sekolah ni, Sha ada lebih 10 perkara yang nak dibeli. Belum kira kalau dapat asrama nanti (InsyaAllah Amiin) And kasut. Sebenarnya, tahun ni Sha belu dua kasut and both Nortstar. Dan, disebabkan ada satu kasut tu kasut yang tidak bertali dan memerlukan Sha kurang sesaat (cheh Shaa..Superwomen ya kau?) untuk pakai dan tanggal, So sha hanya pakai kasut tu selama tahun ini. Kasut yang satu lagi yang bertali telah aku pakai selama dua bulan sahaja. So, i'm in dilemma. Nak beli kasut dak?
Bag.
Akhir tahun lepas Sha beli beg Tropicana Life. Dan ia masih elok. Haihh. So, tahun ni sha ingat nak beli beg kat The Store jelah. Kalau tak, membazir je. Tak ke gitu?
Benda lain semua baru. Ngeh ngeh. Nak beli kat mana ek? Hmmm. entoh. Pictures coming soon. InsyaAllah
Bag.
Akhir tahun lepas Sha beli beg Tropicana Life. Dan ia masih elok. Haihh. So, tahun ni sha ingat nak beli beg kat The Store jelah. Kalau tak, membazir je. Tak ke gitu?
Benda lain semua baru. Ngeh ngeh. Nak beli kat mana ek? Hmmm. entoh. Pictures coming soon. InsyaAllah